Coasting along.

You ever have one of those moments where you kinda just stop and look
at where you are in your life and try and remember where you thought
you'd be when you got there? Well, if you can understand that then you
know what I mean. Things just aren't where I anticipated them to be.

As far as my career goes, I worked 7 years to be where I am and I don't
want to be there. That's kind of sad. I have a beautiful daughter that lives
an hour away. That's kind of sad. I'm so in debt that I have to go to
coin star machines with $5 in change just to get gas. That's kind of sad.

I just don't know.

I don't know where things are going. It's hard to know where they are
going if you don't know where they are now. I just want to get my life
back on track and I don't really know where to start. I constantly deny
that I'm so depressed. I feel like my entire life up until now has been
wasted. 24 years and I feel like I haven't even started doing it right.

The Yankees suck.

Hey, some things just don't change. It's 3 to 1 Red Sox right now.
When I said I'd give my life to see the Sox win a world series, I didn't
think anyone was listening.